Vividly.

/ Friday, July 04, 2008 5:43 AM

Went to band yesterday.

It was badly done actually ; without scores.

We didnt have th time to memorise it, so it was rubbish actually.

Was preparing for this sunday ; Milkrun performance.

Went back home quite late, that's why didnt manage to post.

Anyway, yesterday.

I had my 2 hours of IH. Checked through on our SS book & played games.

Recess with them.

Mathematics was next. Mrs Wee is gonna leave us, while Ms Wong would be taking over.

Grrr. I want Mrs Wee :(

Art was fun but i hate painting.

We needs to do painting for our magnet & will gonna sell it to other people.

Took picture with Morrie ; Nu-er :)

After school, went to Foodcourt with Morrie & Dada.

After that, went for band.

As for today, I didnt have any mood at all.

During Morning Assembly,

tears flow down from my eyes ):

Went for IH, done Peer Review for our Major Projects 2.

Went for Mother Tongue lesson.

Go through answers & was in a stage of ; not talking to anyone.

Recess was next. Chatted with my girlfriend alot of my problems :)

I love her V.much la ; She can makes my day happier & happier :D

But I dn't think I gt the mood back. I hate this kind of feelings! Someone help me!

Science, had a short 15 minutes quiz. Over 15 marks, I gt myself a 14. Careless spelling mistakes ):

EL was okay. I'm still feeling V.sad :(

After school, went to band room straight,

Waited for sometime.

After awhile, went in to collect our tee for sunday performance.

Stayed there for hours. Was waiting for th Muslim's guys to be back & will be leaving to Beach Road for our ranking of NCC uniform.

Many things happened, when i was inside th band room.

Dn't want to mention it. Feelings are ANGRY, BLUR, HATE & SAD ):

Went to SP to take th bus to Beach Road.

Bought my Contact Lens @ SP. Saw LingWei ; She's @ th taxi-stands with her friend.

Bus came. We headed to th Beach Road.

Duration was arnd 1-2 hrs.

Bought the stuffs & went for our early dinner/lunch @ that place.

Went home @ arnd 6pm. Reached home @ 8pm ):

~~Tomorrow will be gg out with Cheryl.~~

~~She's gonna make me happy {:~~

Things are happening too sudden.

I really cant stand it.

Why is this happening to me?

Am I thinking too much?

I heard it clearly that you did mention it.

But..you didnt seems to admit this.

I'm really getting troubled and troubled when each day goes by.

Because of you, I've no mood.

Can you just settled it as soon as possible.

Just put it a full stop.

Please let it be an end, i already thinking of many foolish things I can do.

Just that, I'm not stupid & wanting to hurt myself.

The problem is, you don't seems to know that this matter is from BAD TO WORST.

I thought you could settled it yourself.

But how I know in th end, I'm th one who is suffering.

If you continues being like this, people may misunderstanding me.

Choice is between you and the other parties.

If you wants me to suffer, i'll do it.

Because of you, I cried ):

Thanks for being an concerning friends towards me.

I really appreciate those who cares for me, in th past few days.

I really wanna say thankyou to you guys :)